DENEÉ DREAMS.

Letter from Deneé:

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You chose 'The Death' Card.

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From the ashes of destruction a new 'you' is born.

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Ever changing.. ever evolving.. a new creation of you awakens from day to day.. lover to lover and moon cycle to moon cycle.

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You're someone who becomes 'that which you love'... being in full communion with your heart's desires.

 

It literally 'becomes you'.

 

Written all over your face, heart and work.

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To be 'loved by you' is to be loved.

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You're not a half hearted Lover and you never were.

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You're a; all in.. fully invested.. fully committed.. and fully on board and devoted to the success of the 'ship' TYPE.

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The dark side of being this kind of Lover.. is when the other side of the 'ship' isn't pulling their weight.. doing their part.. and working on making sure the 'ship' keeps sailing.

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You often stay in bad situations, bad romances and bad and sunken ships longer than you should.

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Holding onto the hope and 'promised potential' that person was supposed to fulfil.

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Even when they're now off fulfilling it with someone new.

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You have high standards for yourself and your life.. those high standards are your super power and your biggest weakness WHEN you fall in love with the 'wrong one'.

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The 'wrong one' being someone who you feel like you have to constantly mould, compromise and adjust yourself to be with.

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At times your 'other half' can feel like they will never live up 'what you see in them.'

 

Rose tinted glasses or blinded by 'what could be.'

 

If someone was unable to 'meet you where you wanted to be met' that just means they weren't for you... 

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And no amount of changing yourself, your body or the number in your bank account would have mattered.

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Which is also the part you find it hard to admit to yourself.

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The way you love was never the problem.. it was the fact you fell in love with people who didn't have the capacity to contain your kind of love.

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It's like trying to take more photos and record more videos on your phone.. when there's no space left.

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You need a Lover who has space to hold and contain your love.

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And when you find someone like that.. you'll know.

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They will not only become the object of your attention and affection.. that sometimes turns into the object of your private obsession and overt public displays of obsession.. but will love how obsessed and fully committed you are.

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You turn your love, heartbreak and everything in-between into 'art'.

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And make the world a more beautiful place because of it.

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So.. this is a reminder from Deneé.. to trust... that love is always on its way to you.. sometimes you just have to delete old files and make more space for them to enter.

 

Awomen.